Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Artists

So I thought I would find lots of cool new artists at the comic convention, but I did not see much which really jumped out at me. I'm looking for artists who can draw (paint, photoshop, painter, poser, pen and ink, whatever tool works) cool-looking people in clubby and/or fetish clothing, some preference for clean Gothic looks. Seeking both dimensional color work and clean black and white work suitable for merch. I prefer working with people who can accept paypal or barter or check in dollars drawn on a US bank. I don't have the time to send an international money order from a Swedish supermarket with denominations in rubles via carrier pigeon any more.

If this is you or someone you know, please post your sites (or your friends' sites) with samples here or email to artists@blueblood.net I had someone in mind for a specific project which is current, but she was all booked up and it pointed out to me that I really need to have a roster of talented people to contact when needs arise because I do periodically need people to work on various one-shot projects. Feel free to repost this call at will.

Thanks, Amelia

Sunday, July 27, 2003

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Astronomy

Apparently, this was just posted on the NASA site. It would explain so much.

Forrest does not agree with me on what it looks like. What do other people think it looks like?

FU from the heavens

Saturday, July 26, 2003

What rating is your journal?

Okay, this quiz I just found in vaughnb's journal is definitely defective.

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What rating is your journal?

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Thursday, July 24, 2003

BLT ::: Black Leather Times

Hee hee, here are some of the key words people have found the online archive of my punk rock humor zine BLT ::: Black Leather Times with since the last time I posted a funny list of these:

accountant sluts
adam thompson
allergy to nonoxynol-
amelia g
b.l.t
black assmaster
black atlanta bitches
black fucking house parties
black horny erections
black leather
black leather curtain
black leather daddies
black leather goddess
black leather punk-rock jacket
black leather times
blackleathertimes
blacksluts
blt
cabineri
circle jerk sluts
colombian sluts
confession leather company
cover fantasy
crossdresser sarah
cum in my hair
david morehead
diversification or dishwater or accompanist or determinable or tease
dogfucker
evil leather sluts
forrest black
fucking leather
gas mask sluts
georgia gun laws
gothic fucking
gothic mohawk fashion
gothic sarah blt
gothic sarah blueblood
gothicsluts
hillbilly sluts
hot for teacher
intel fuck -intel.com
kinky black leather clothes
la black refridgerator
leather
leather booted sluts
leather cops
leather fucking swing
leather fun
leather saps
leather tarts
leather teacher
leather tech
leathersluts
lesbian
literacy intervention
mamma.com
micro-thongwear
mistrusted or cartographic or ernie or articulator or glider
model rocket bazooka
mohawked gothic sluts
mohawks and leather
molatov cocktails
no doz
opiate painkillers
pierced sluts
pinkboys
porn
pros of marajuana use
punk leather
rate black fuck picks
rumpleminz
sarah mckinley oakes
sarah mckinley oakes california
sex purity test
sex tequnique
sibling homicide
sluts
starting a grouphome
strip chess
summer of love cover
tetracycline prescription
the black phallus
uzo liquor
valentines or tippecanoe or histograms or stile or inroad
vampires
vineyards for sale in france
william spencer-hale


Tuesday, July 22, 2003

Blue Blood's SpookyHotties.com, Best SM Erotica, Lollipop . . .

HERE’S YOUR BLUEBLOOD NEWSLETTER:
- SpookyHotties.com
- Best SM Erotica
- Lollipop Interview with Amelia G Online
- Orlando Weekly Press Mention
- Barely Evil Updates
- Gothic Sluts Updates
- Contact Reminder: Jps.Net E-Mails Discontinued, West Hollywood Snail

SPOOKY HOTTIES
http://www.spookyhotties.com/
Forrest Black and Amelia G's photography appears on the new Spooky Hotties site and yours can too. Models and photographers and artists and all sorts of spooky web folks are invited to post and rate photographs and drawings on this dangerously addictive internet playground. There are sections for Spooky Girls and Spooky Boys and even Spooky Pets! The site officially launches today, but just through word-of-mouth already has built up more than 350 profiles and a quarter of a million hits a day since Forrest mentioned it in his journal July 5.

BEST SM EROTICA
http://www.blueblood.net/store/
Amelia G's erotic short story "Something for the Pain" first appeared in Blue Blood #7 where it was illustrated with the same hot Trevor Brown artwork which adorns the BlueBlood.net T-shirts. Amelia's fiction was honored with inclusion in Marcy Sheiner's Best Women's Erotica. The same story was then also awarded inclusion in M. Christian's Best SM Erotica anthology which was published in hardcover by Doubleday last year. Best SM Erotica is now out in trade paperback from Black Books as well.

LOLLIPOP
http://www.lollipop.com/newrel.php3?special=t
http://www.lollipop.com/article_dyn.php3?reviews_id=2106&band_id=3612
Scott Hefflon's interview with Amelia G which appeared in the last issue of Lollipop is now online in extended form, along with some cute Amelia G and Forrest Black-lensed pix of Yolanda, Lydia Ivy West, Mistress Domiana, Analyn, Scar, Szandora, and Genesis LaVey. The interview is billed on the Lollipop site as, "Scott Hefflon laps up every drop of fetish photographer Amelia G’s intoxicating elixir. The world-traveling rock journalist/photographer/award-winning smut writer founded the original Vampire Goth porn magazine Blue Blood, shoots Gothic vixens in (and out of) corsets, and helped break open the idea that pale girls with freaky hair could be objects of erotic attraction." Hey, it's erotica not porn, buddy. Amelia sends a big internet smooch to Scott for all the cool press coverage.

ORLANDO WEEKLY
There was a brief mention of both GothicSluts.com and BarelyEvil.com in one of the free Florida weekly newspapers last week. They did absolutely zero fact-checking, but, hey, they spelled the URLs right.

BARELY EVIL
http://www.barelyevil.com/home.html
Even though the last Blue Blood newsletter was so recent, Barely Evil has 800 new images posted to the site. Forrest Black and Amelia G photographed Szandora with pink hair and pink Converse, Miss Conduct armed and dangerous, and beautiful Scar showing how to very very improperly use a jumprope. There is a new model interview with Raven Dorman and an interview with the delightfully depraved Midnight. Plus a luscious latex devil and Gemini as an evil cheerleader and the triumphant return of Gia in (and out of) a geisha dress and more.

GOTHIC SLUTS
http://www.gothicsluts.com/
There are just over 800 new pictures on Gothic Sluts since the last newsletter. Amelia G and Forrest Black shot a hot ponygirl series of forked-tongue beauty Jax and a post apocalypse fetish set of Kendra wearing a stitched-up rubber dress she made herself. Sexy new stuff featuring Masuimi Max, Jezabelle Bond, Mary Jane, Mystere, Gauge, Paige Richards, Raven Dorman, and Gemini. And European cutie Nikki Dane and Vegas livewire Midnite Isis are welcomed to the site.

CONTACT INFO REVISITED
You probably all know this by now, but, if you still have any of the JPS.net e-mails in your address book, delete them as they have been discontinued. Do not attempt to get in touch using Maryland, Virginia, Georgia, or Beverly Hills contact info. All swag, contracts, review materials, requests for interviews, etc. should be sent to:

Blue Blood
8033 Sunset Blvd #4500
West Hollywood, CA 90046
USA

Thanks!


--AMELIA G & FORREST BLACK
Amelia@BlueBlood.net & Forrest@BlueBlood.net

http://www.BlueBlood.net/
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Monday, July 21, 2003

Mobster Fetish

All right, enough politics. I am working on an update for GothicSluts.com featuring two of the coolest girls on the planet Scar and Szandora. Whoo-hoo!



Scar and Szandora photographed by Amelia G and Forrest Black for Gothic Sluts
GothCon Boycott: This Time It's Personal

I just posted this to the gcinquisition group:

I am still looking to answer the question about GCI which rankles for me. Why is the GothCon event the only supposed scene scam which people are up in arms about? It just feels to me like the active parties must have a personal unspoken axe to grind. But only one person has had the balls to admit it. It has been stated here that GCI is not about the people helping with this year's convention, but personal attacks were made. I'm not saying everything with the GothCon conventions was done on the up and up, but why is that event and only that event the one which is being taken to task.

For example, I asked what did Fetish Cares give to charity? Why was I concerned enough about injustice to ask, but none of the gcinquisition people were interested? At any rate, I asked Fetish Cares to provide documentation of their gifts. They say they did not give anything, but their books are open and they are going to send me documentation. As their event is over and they have already decided the revenue was not enough for them to want to give to charity, then they must have done the accounting already. But it is coming up on a week since they said they would send me the info and I have yet to receive it.

If the scene is actually becoming more concerned about injustice and dishonesty, it would make me a very happy girl. But I'll need to see some proof on that.

Sunday, July 20, 2003

My Cell Phone Takes Amateur Pix of My Hotel Room





Maybe I Am A Dork

Whoo-hoo! I actually left the house and went to the comic convention. I finally got it in gear to go yesterday. Got there too late to get press passes, but they hooked us up with guest badges. The Masquerade was not as exciting as I had heard previous years were, although the pre-Masquerade festivities included a really cute flick featuring The Joker vs. Batman and then Batman vs. Alien and then Batman vs. Predator and then really a lot of Predators vs. Batman. It was extra-fun to watch in an environment where everyone got it. I had so much fun I wanted to stay through today. Only every hotel in the area was 100% booked. Every hotel in neighboring areas was booked. Including corporate hotels, resorts, boutique hotels, hostel, and total fleabags. Then Forrest Black spotted what I thought was a theatre and it turned out to be this amazing beautiful historic hotel. They were totally booked, but they let us take the reservations from some folks who had not shown up yet and, as it turned out, never did show. It would have really sucked to have to drive back to Los Angeles at 2am and there is no way I could have slept in the car with my back just recovering now. Our hotel was a totally cool renovated brothel and the final day of the convention was a blast. Had to wear the clothes I went in twice because I was not really planning on staying, but I got a free T-shirt for this new fetish vampire flick coming out called Underworld, so at least I had something clean to wear on the car ride home. Now to check my email and stuff. This is going to be scary after being out of town.

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Why Single Out GothCon

Ugly Shyla's creative journal photo today got me thinking about the GothConInquisition community. So I went over there and it claims to be on hiatus, whatever that means. (I know the definition of the word, kids, but I think you either call a boycott off or you do it; you do not pause it.) I posted the following message, but I don't know if it will be approved, so I thought I would post it in my own space too:

As the community is somehow on hiatus, perhaps someone can now take the time to answer the question about GCI which still rankles for me. Why is the GothCon event the one which people are up in arms about? It just feels to me like someone must have a personal unspoken axe to grind. It has been stated here that GCI is not about the people helping with this year's convention, but personal attacks were made. I'm not saying everything with the GothCon conventions was done on the up and up, but why is that event and only that event the one which is being taken to task. For example, what did Fetish Cares give to charity? Have they provided domentation of their gifts?

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

Why Insurance -- esp. Travelers Insurance -- is Evil

So I don't have health insurance. It is a casino game where the house bets that you are going to be just fine and you are betting that everything is going to suck.

Generally, when I go to the doctor, I decide when I need help and I choose the doctor and I pay for it. My parents have given me grief about this for years. I think they believe that, if I needed a new pancreas or something, I would call them and ask for help. This is not the case, but perhaps they do not know it. A few weeks ago, I finally relented and said I would look at the special insurance my mother had access to. They looked over the plan and were like wow this looks like a terrible deal. Sigh.

The thing about insurance is that you have to convince someone else that your pain is real. Then they decide what sort of doctor could best treat you. Then a series of complex kickbacks and white male western medical establishment biases determine who you get referred to. If you end up at an expensive expert, then your insurance may not cover it, or may not cover all of it. If you need nonwestern care, your insurance may not cover it. If you need chiropractic or dental or eyeglasses, your insurance may not cover it.

So I got rear-ended at a light, when emergency vehicles were going through the intersection, by a guy who was not even braking when he hit me. Happily, my car is large and sturdy and his car was pretty crushed, but mine only needs a new bumper. I was not horribly disabled or anything, but my ability to sit up at the computer has been limited for the past month and I have been avoiding doing strenuous activities such as working out or photo shoots. It has been unpleasant and I've missed work.

But I didn't ask the jerk who hit me's insurance company Travelers to do anything but pay my car repair and doctors bills. More than a month later, they offered to settle for less than half my car repair and Town Car bumpers are expensive and they offered to cover less than a quarter of my medical bills and they are not returning my calls.

I am a libertarian in most of my political views, but I believe insurance should be government-run or abolished. I am appalled at the idea that private companies make money by promising to take care of people in their time of need and then avoiding doing so. Their profits are in avoiding doing what they are paid to do. Insurance companies are evil.

Sunday, July 13, 2003

Hi Amelia it's me that hot girl from starbucks :):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Darn. I had scouted a really hot girl there not too long ago. She seemed really impressed but kind of intimidated and she was not online, so I just gave her my info and told her to get in touch if she felt like shooting. But this turned out to be spam.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

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Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Rewards

So, I just found out that some random girl came up to one of my best friends and favorite models at a Manson show and started giving her grief about shooting with us. Apparently the girl being rude posed for nothing (no dough and no fame) for a site which thinks it is competitive with GothicSluts.com. This is a recurring theme in my journal, as in my life, but I am so sick of people who copycat like crazy everything I do and then diss me.

I understand that, even though the first place I ever got drunk was the Baptist Mission outside Tel Aviv, a lot of Southern Baptists will not see eye-to-eye with me. And I am okay with that.

I do not understand people whose every creative move is based on one or another thing I've done, however, who treat me disrespectfully. It is like they feel like if they slag me hard enough, they will make themselves originals. And I should not let it get me down, but it does. And some total stranger being rude to my friend because some little bitch with an axe to grind told her to . . . well, that makes my blood boil.

But I've got a new policy: Every time some small person tried to feud with me to make themselves important, every time some large corporation tries to steal my work, every time I'm hurt, I am going to get myself a treat. So, to the people who read my journal because they are desperate for ideas, please take notice that every time you step on my toes, you are effectively buying me a present. I'm going to go finish programming my new TiVo now. :-p

Sunday, July 06, 2003

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Friday, July 04, 2003

Mickey Mouse Spammed Me

Wow, I just got spammed by Disney and when I reported it to Spamcop, part of the response was:

Tracking ip 63.70.44.55
Routing details for 63.70.44.55
[refresh/show] Cached whois for 63.70.44.55 : abuse-mail@mci.com
Using abuse net on abuse-mail@mci.com
abuse net mci.com = postmaster@mci.com, abuse@mci.com
Using best contacts postmaster@mci.com abuse@mci.com
postmaster@mci.com redirects to abuse@mci.com
ISP does not wish to receive reports regarding http://www.disney.com/ - no date available
http://www.disney.com/ has been appealed previously.

WTF
Sometimes the Universe Does Give a Girl a Hug

Amelia G with Godiva gift basket photographed by Forrest Black who rocks!

So I was feeling reeeeeaaaaallllly down earlier. As those of you who posted supportive stuff in my journal no doubt noticed. (Thanks guys) I was just having one of those weeks where almost everything I tried to do met with one frustration or horror after another. I try to just post the little daily irritations and anecdotes in my journal and not get into any really bad stuff, but suffice it to say that it was a week so horrible that it would have seemed too heavy-handed if you saw it in a movie.

But the universe decided to give me a hug. I've still got the headache that won't quit, but I'm in the most excellent mood right now that I don't even care.

Hugs:

(1) I got some cool comments from friends in LJ
(2) I got it together to go to the party at the Max Hardcore mansion and it was really fun and a bunch of people were way friendlier and nicer than at most Los Angeles parties. My friend who was a jerk about my invitation to go totally missed out.
(3) I checked my snail mail and it was chock full of good stuff. I got the books in I ordered from Barnes & Noble and I got some good news and most notably, I got a GIANT metal filagree gift basket with every kind of Godiva chocolate made and china to put it on. I had said nice (and true) things about the company which is sort of my business bank on an industry forum and they noticed and sent me a gift basket to thank me. How fucking cool is that!
(4) The most wonderful Forrest Black took pictures of me with my cool basket of goodies and they turned out really good. The darkest of the purple eyeshadows was a gift from my best girl Szandora and it perfectly matches my favorite discontinued lip gloss (Thanks!) A lot of time I look stressed in pictures, even though Forrest is an incredibly talented photographer, but these just really captured the moment in a beautiful way. You can tell I'm happy just looking at them and that makes me even happier.

Message from universe to Amelia G: Yes, it has been rough lately, but everything is going to turn out a-ok, so cheer up. Hugs. :-)

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Unbelievable Spamness

It must be Irritate Amelia Week. The guy from gothic.net called me a while back to express his financial woes and see if I could help him out. I made a bail-out pland for him and he didn't get back to me for ages. Then everyone on his server had their sites go down for an extended time without reply from him, when I had offered to host all of their sites for FREE. Now I am slogging through my email to find anything of value admidst the sea of offers for limp pindicks looking to refinance their homes. And the guy from gothic.net has this great idea for how I could give him money to help him spam.

I like getting offers and recommendations from sites I have done business with, but I hate hate hate getting random emails for products that have nothing to do with me or my interests. My email is barely usable at this point because of the volume of spam I have been receiving and a supposed friend of mine wants to get me into spamming?! That is messed up.
Bleah

I feel totally sick. I feel so sick I cancelled the doctor appointment I had today.

Went to Ghoul Skool last night and got to hear about Sharon's European tour and Jenner's ferret rescue site and Mark Splatter's new digs. Talked about Swag Magazine with some folks, but did not come to any conclusions other than that a lot of people like it. Which is cool.

Went to an afterparty and was fairly irritated. Admittedly the friend of mine whose place it was at told me when I came in who was there and the list was basically [rock star name censored], [rock star's girlfriend's name censored], [rock star], [rock star's PA], [rock star], and "a really irritating guy, you'll see what I mean." Wow, was that telling it like it was. There was this morbidly obese dude -- keep in mind I like varied body types, but this guy was grotesque -- who managed to say insulting things before even being entirely introduced. Then he went on this rambling story about how his claim was that he once lived in the same group house that some people who may or may not have been in Good Charlotte bought their coke at, although not from him, but the guys from Good Charlotte in his opinion knew the guys from Godhead. To make fatso's story even lamer, almost everyone in the building knew either everyone in Godhead or in Good Charlotte or both. He avoided details and started on a different annoying commentary when he realized this.

Then I had to deal with a variety of guys asking for assistance meeting girls. One guy was there who I already made an introduction for, with the understanding that he was going to set up a meeting for me to pitch a comic book concept for one of my favorite girls. So he has been blowing off his part of the bargain for months now and he asked me to pitch him again and I did and then he asked me to call him next week to do a more formal pitch to just him and then maybe he would talk to the person he was supposed to set up the pitch meeting with in the first place. I actually like the guy, but I think he is not really intelligent enough to understand the finer points of the deal, so there is only so much I want to talk to him about it. Either that or he just wants to rip off my ideas.

Then another guy who is dating one of my models started acting like he did not know who Max Hardcore is. Not likely in his case. I'd gotten a plus for the party and I invited this guy because he has repeatedly asked to go to an adult video company party with me or Forrest. I don't go to a lot of those, so it was a while from him asking until I was able to offer, but then he was totally rude and acted like I was trying to get him to cheat on his girlfriend, even though I told him to bring her.

Some other more upsetting stuff happened.

And now this morning my throat is sore and my eyes have been hurting for a couple of days and, despite all the doctors I have seen lately, my jaw and mouth and head just ache and ache.

Part of what is making my head hurt is medical and part of it is the frustration of trying to work on new projects with other people and always having the other people either only want to take from me or act like we are working together and then backstab or drop the ball. I'm sick of working with people I have to micromanage to get to do anything or people who are only out for themselves. There are some really cool exceptions to that pattern, but sometimes the sucky stuff just really gets me down.

I should go to that party tonight, but I've got stuff I would rather work on and I'm pretty sure it would mean leaving the house again.

--Amelia G