Better Mood
PMS is much better.
Throat still hurts, but delivery chicken soup is helping and Forrest got me Advil and Tylenol and vinegar potato chips to scratch my throat with. Thanks Forrest!
Kind of enjoying the whole rainy night thing too.
Friday, October 31, 2003
Happy Fucking Halloween
Every Halloween, I get the blues like regular people get 'em for Xmas. I just want everything to be so perfect and it used to be so important to me and now I just feel bleah.
I've got a really bad sore throat.
I've got PMS.
I had a lot of fun in Vancouver, but I'm having trouble adjusting to being online again now that I am home. It was making me nuts being without internet or cell phone, but I think maybe it was healthy. What if I am psychologically allergic to the internet? We are often addicted to the things we are allergic to.
If I am making so many new friends and my prospects are looking so up, why am I so depressed?
I know it is probably just a Halloween thing and a girl thing, but I'm so sad. I just don't want to have to be me.
Every Halloween, I get the blues like regular people get 'em for Xmas. I just want everything to be so perfect and it used to be so important to me and now I just feel bleah.
I've got a really bad sore throat.
I've got PMS.
I had a lot of fun in Vancouver, but I'm having trouble adjusting to being online again now that I am home. It was making me nuts being without internet or cell phone, but I think maybe it was healthy. What if I am psychologically allergic to the internet? We are often addicted to the things we are allergic to.
If I am making so many new friends and my prospects are looking so up, why am I so depressed?
I know it is probably just a Halloween thing and a girl thing, but I'm so sad. I just don't want to have to be me.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
Beer and Conversation
Went dive bar drinking tonight with someone I sort of know in a business context. Met him at a Sunset Strip party, but mostly know him online. Had a really great time. Talked about all sorts of different stuff.
And the evening ended better than the last one I had like that at that bar.
Last time I went there with a webmaster sorta person, I thought I was having this amazing great time and intense real conversation and, at the end of the night, the guy had a total temper tantrum and was like, well if you aren't going to fuck me or at least have me spend the night, then I guess I will see you at the next business convention.
The medication which is making my wisdom teeth sockets finally heal has the side effect of allowing me to drink alcohol again which I had developed something of an allergy to. I think I am really making up for lost time this week though.
Tales of Vancouver debauchery coming once I get more caught up on work.
Which reminds me that I better go watch this week's episode of The OC on TiVo now. I had some delightful sex earlier this evening, so I can't decide whether I will feel like masturbating to the show. I guess I'll just have to play it by ear.
Went dive bar drinking tonight with someone I sort of know in a business context. Met him at a Sunset Strip party, but mostly know him online. Had a really great time. Talked about all sorts of different stuff.
And the evening ended better than the last one I had like that at that bar.
Last time I went there with a webmaster sorta person, I thought I was having this amazing great time and intense real conversation and, at the end of the night, the guy had a total temper tantrum and was like, well if you aren't going to fuck me or at least have me spend the night, then I guess I will see you at the next business convention.
The medication which is making my wisdom teeth sockets finally heal has the side effect of allowing me to drink alcohol again which I had developed something of an allergy to. I think I am really making up for lost time this week though.
Tales of Vancouver debauchery coming once I get more caught up on work.
Which reminds me that I better go watch this week's episode of The OC on TiVo now. I had some delightful sex earlier this evening, so I can't decide whether I will feel like masturbating to the show. I guess I'll just have to play it by ear.
Monday, October 20, 2003
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Saturday, October 18, 2003
And I almost didn't go out tonight
So I was having one of those nights where if the question was would I like to go to an event or drive a nail through my hand, I would have asked, "What kind of nail?" (Bonus points if you know what that is an allusion to.)
But it was Tairrie's party and Tairrie can not be denied. She was showing a black and white video about the band which she directed plus the video for the single off the new album at this cool classic old Hollywood theatre in Los Angeles. So I had to go. I was dubious about the musical direction she was going in, but the single is really pretty good. Kind of a feminist Motorhead vibe. Going to have to listen to the rest of the CD she sent without a party in the background now. Forrest already gave it a whirl.
Saw a bunch of people I like. I need to remind myself that this often happens when I go out at night, so I can drag my ass off the computer more often and not be so freaked out about leaving the house. Okay, should probably do a post about this last week some time, but I have an afterparty I should get myself in gear for if I'm all into this leaving the house thing. Going to do an update for GothicSluts.com when I get back.
Here are some pix of my night out so far:
All right, time to hit 7/11 and then afterparty.
PS Some pix shot by Forrest Black and some by me. If any of these pix is of you, please feel free to grab it for your journal or whatever. :-)
So I was having one of those nights where if the question was would I like to go to an event or drive a nail through my hand, I would have asked, "What kind of nail?" (Bonus points if you know what that is an allusion to.)
But it was Tairrie's party and Tairrie can not be denied. She was showing a black and white video about the band which she directed plus the video for the single off the new album at this cool classic old Hollywood theatre in Los Angeles. So I had to go. I was dubious about the musical direction she was going in, but the single is really pretty good. Kind of a feminist Motorhead vibe. Going to have to listen to the rest of the CD she sent without a party in the background now. Forrest already gave it a whirl.
Saw a bunch of people I like. I need to remind myself that this often happens when I go out at night, so I can drag my ass off the computer more often and not be so freaked out about leaving the house. Okay, should probably do a post about this last week some time, but I have an afterparty I should get myself in gear for if I'm all into this leaving the house thing. Going to do an update for GothicSluts.com when I get back.
Here are some pix of my night out so far:
All right, time to hit 7/11 and then afterparty.
PS Some pix shot by Forrest Black and some by me. If any of these pix is of you, please feel free to grab it for your journal or whatever. :-)
Thursday, October 16, 2003
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Monday, October 13, 2003
Stir Crazy
I talk to people all the time, but I feel profoundly lonely.
I'm bouncing off the walls.
I just want to go for a beer with someone who is not there primarily to fuck my pussy or my business.
But I live in Los Angeles.
So I am going to go try out a new gym now. Given that my trainer is in Moscow doing an action movie right now, I am not so keen on my old gym. The new gym is endorsed by John Leguizamo and he looked pretty ripped in that prizefighter movie he just did for cable.
I talk to people all the time, but I feel profoundly lonely.
I'm bouncing off the walls.
I just want to go for a beer with someone who is not there primarily to fuck my pussy or my business.
But I live in Los Angeles.
So I am going to go try out a new gym now. Given that my trainer is in Moscow doing an action movie right now, I am not so keen on my old gym. The new gym is endorsed by John Leguizamo and he looked pretty ripped in that prizefighter movie he just did for cable.
Sunday, October 12, 2003
Saturday, October 11, 2003
Friday, October 10, 2003
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