Hee Hee Insane Clown Porn
So, here is a site which is linking a couple of galleries of Gothic Sluts and Barely Evil stuff and a whole passle more entertainment. It is insaneclownporn.com. Hee hee.
Friday, January 30, 2004
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Happy Halloween
A mailing list I am on just sent out their holiday recommendations of what to do for Valentines Day. Only they put Halloween in the subject as the holiday. I assume by accident.
I still haven't finished my New Years resolutions, so I'm not really ready for another holiday. Only have a couple more days of the extension I gave myself. The only things I am sure of are work on rediscovering having some hobbies and some getting in better shape stuff. I am soooooooooo conflicted between artistic and spiritual resolve vs. financial and business.
And I'm sort of both happy and sad about some human relations things. I used to be searching so hard for a genuine peer group. But it seems like the people I should have the most in common with and be the most comfortable with are almost always antagonistic. Either they tend to be trying awfully hard to be me or they are tense that I will somehow usurp their position if they ever introduce me to a single person.
Prior to this fall, it was quite a while since I was really sociable. It has mostly been fun, but I guess I had forgotten how much wistful pain is involved in interacting with other human beings. Sometimes everything is a blast. Sometimes there is the sense of really connecting with someone else. I think there is a basic primal human need to connect from time to time.
But sometimes, in the middle of everything, and sometimes, after it all, I have this sense of loneliness I can't quite put my finger on. And if I could figure out WTF that odd feeling in the pit of my gut is, then I could finally finish my resolutions for 2004.
A mailing list I am on just sent out their holiday recommendations of what to do for Valentines Day. Only they put Halloween in the subject as the holiday. I assume by accident.
I still haven't finished my New Years resolutions, so I'm not really ready for another holiday. Only have a couple more days of the extension I gave myself. The only things I am sure of are work on rediscovering having some hobbies and some getting in better shape stuff. I am soooooooooo conflicted between artistic and spiritual resolve vs. financial and business.
And I'm sort of both happy and sad about some human relations things. I used to be searching so hard for a genuine peer group. But it seems like the people I should have the most in common with and be the most comfortable with are almost always antagonistic. Either they tend to be trying awfully hard to be me or they are tense that I will somehow usurp their position if they ever introduce me to a single person.
Prior to this fall, it was quite a while since I was really sociable. It has mostly been fun, but I guess I had forgotten how much wistful pain is involved in interacting with other human beings. Sometimes everything is a blast. Sometimes there is the sense of really connecting with someone else. I think there is a basic primal human need to connect from time to time.
But sometimes, in the middle of everything, and sometimes, after it all, I have this sense of loneliness I can't quite put my finger on. And if I could figure out WTF that odd feeling in the pit of my gut is, then I could finally finish my resolutions for 2004.
Rest of the bondage convention and adult video convention snaps or what I did on my Vegas vacation
Got the rest of my Vegas snapshots from the convention fest posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/index.html. The following pix are all from Saturday, which is at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/saturday/index.html.
NOTE: AS ALWAYS WITH SNAPSHOTS OF MINE (NOT MY PRO PHOTOGRAPHY) ANYONE IN THESE PIX IS FREE TO REPOST THEM AT WILL. Please just leave the spookycash.com credit on there.
Ran into my friend Dave from New York who I haven't seen in ages, even though I think we live really close together now. Dave sometimes has a New York state of mind, but he had just won an award and was pretty chipper for him. He blew off the party, but I'm going to attempt to dig out his email and see if he feels like being sociable. Ran into a weird cross-section of people I know at the party. Blue Blood hotties in attendance included Scar, Voltaire, and Jax.
I got Lemmy to agree with me that Scar has a magnificent pussy.
Oh yeah, and I went to some fetish-oriented convention or something during the day. I think I spent a lot of dough to exhibit at it too.
Got the rest of my Vegas snapshots from the convention fest posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/index.html. The following pix are all from Saturday, which is at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/saturday/index.html.
NOTE: AS ALWAYS WITH SNAPSHOTS OF MINE (NOT MY PRO PHOTOGRAPHY) ANYONE IN THESE PIX IS FREE TO REPOST THEM AT WILL. Please just leave the spookycash.com credit on there.
Ran into my friend Dave from New York who I haven't seen in ages, even though I think we live really close together now. Dave sometimes has a New York state of mind, but he had just won an award and was pretty chipper for him. He blew off the party, but I'm going to attempt to dig out his email and see if he feels like being sociable. Ran into a weird cross-section of people I know at the party. Blue Blood hotties in attendance included Scar, Voltaire, and Jax.
I got Lemmy to agree with me that Scar has a magnificent pussy.
Oh yeah, and I went to some fetish-oriented convention or something during the day. I think I spent a lot of dough to exhibit at it too.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Drunken Webmaster Bowling
Okay, I've been experimenting with alcohol since I stopped being so allergic to it. And my conclusions are as follows:
(1) It can make unfun things fun
(2) It can make fun things more fun
(3) It is fattening
(4) Hard liquor, no matter how girlied-up, is probably a bad idea for Amelia
I know I had a great time bowling. I am actually really fired up to go bowl again with or without webmasters in attendance. I do not, however, recall a number of details of the evening and I don't think that happens drinking just beer. Plus, I intend to attempt not to get so drunk I karaoke in the future.
Normally, when I go through party snapshots, the stuff I edit out is as follows:
(1) Anything which would get someone I like in trouble with their girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse
(2) Anything illegal whether it is being done by someone I like or dislike or am indifferent or undecided about
(3) Anything involving karaoke
In this instance, however, given that Forrest has video of the occasion, there seems to be no point in censoring the karaoke portion of the evening. I might also add that drunk-ass Forrest told some bizarro random karaoke patron who asked about my spikey shoes that yes, Amelia is a giant Kiss fan and he should go talk to me.
Okay, I've been experimenting with alcohol since I stopped being so allergic to it. And my conclusions are as follows:
(1) It can make unfun things fun
(2) It can make fun things more fun
(3) It is fattening
(4) Hard liquor, no matter how girlied-up, is probably a bad idea for Amelia
I know I had a great time bowling. I am actually really fired up to go bowl again with or without webmasters in attendance. I do not, however, recall a number of details of the evening and I don't think that happens drinking just beer. Plus, I intend to attempt not to get so drunk I karaoke in the future.
Normally, when I go through party snapshots, the stuff I edit out is as follows:
(1) Anything which would get someone I like in trouble with their girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse
(2) Anything illegal whether it is being done by someone I like or dislike or am indifferent or undecided about
(3) Anything involving karaoke
In this instance, however, given that Forrest has video of the occasion, there seems to be no point in censoring the karaoke portion of the evening. I might also add that drunk-ass Forrest told some bizarro random karaoke patron who asked about my spikey shoes that yes, Amelia is a giant Kiss fan and he should go talk to me.
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
I just want people to be nice
I just want other people to be nice. They sure expect a lot of inconvenient extra consideration from me and they sure don't give a whole lot in return. I can be as ferocious as the next girl, but I really do not like not being nice. I really do like being nice.
Ladies don't start fights, but they sure as fuck all can finish them.* Why do people have to start with me?
*Bonus points to anyone who gets the mangled pop culture allusion there. hee hee
I just want other people to be nice. They sure expect a lot of inconvenient extra consideration from me and they sure don't give a whole lot in return. I can be as ferocious as the next girl, but I really do not like not being nice. I really do like being nice.
Ladies don't start fights, but they sure as fuck all can finish them.* Why do people have to start with me?
*Bonus points to anyone who gets the mangled pop culture allusion there. hee hee
Bleah
So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.
I still haven't done my resolutions for 2004.
I want more time to be creative with the written word.
I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.
I can't decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.
I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can't decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.
I'm hungry. I should go eat.
So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.
I still haven't done my resolutions for 2004.
I want more time to be creative with the written word.
I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.
I can't decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.
I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can't decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.
I'm hungry. I should go eat.
Bleah
So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.
I still haven't done my resolutions for 2004.
I want more time to be creative with the written word.
I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.
I can't decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.
I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can't decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.
I'm hungry. I should go eat.
So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.
I still haven't done my resolutions for 2004.
I want more time to be creative with the written word.
I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.
I can't decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.
I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can't decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.
I'm hungry. I should go eat.
No matter where you go, there you are
And I went into the bathroom with Scar to show her the watermelon and the party director told me that there was no problem at all if I wanted to do drugs but please don't hog one of the only two bathrooms for too long. I told him we weren't doing drugs. We just wanted to take pictures of the watermelon.
He seemed so dubious that I couldn't bring myself to ask him if the random watermelon placement was the movie reference I was thinking of or not.
I was a little insulted by the drug assumption. I've got good manners. Like I wouldn't offer the host the opportunity to come share. Please.
Anyone get the movie reference or am I the biggest dork up in this mutha?
And I went into the bathroom with Scar to show her the watermelon and the party director told me that there was no problem at all if I wanted to do drugs but please don't hog one of the only two bathrooms for too long. I told him we weren't doing drugs. We just wanted to take pictures of the watermelon.
He seemed so dubious that I couldn't bring myself to ask him if the random watermelon placement was the movie reference I was thinking of or not.
I was a little insulted by the drug assumption. I've got good manners. Like I wouldn't offer the host the opportunity to come share. Please.
Anyone get the movie reference or am I the biggest dork up in this mutha?
Monday, January 26, 2004
Back from Vegas Again
I am back now from doing Vegas again with Forrest, Scar, Szandora, and co.
Stayed at a shockingly nice hotel. Weird one for Vegas too. Two bathrooms in the suite. Everything in muted gray, charcoal, cream, and black and no slot machines to be heard anywhere. And three valets if there are three of you getting into your car. An excess of flatscreen TVs in the room. Marble shower. Bathtub with waterfall faucet. Comfortable beds with non-ugly bedspreads. Good pillows. Plush robes. Plush towels. Origami action on the washcloths. Toiletries so attractively packaged that Scar was all over the jars. Really good service.
Such complete silence that it seemed like it couldn't be a hotel and there couldn't be any people anywhere else in the building outside our rooms. Wish I could sleep like that more often. Would have been happy to stay in that bed for a really extended time.
Much of the staff apparently believed our band was playing House of Blues. This may or may not account for the extremely good service.
Either way, what an excellent experience hanging out with my pals in a nice environment! Got to shoot in some naughty club locations and see Szandora hula too. Hee hee.
I am back now from doing Vegas again with Forrest, Scar, Szandora, and co.
Stayed at a shockingly nice hotel. Weird one for Vegas too. Two bathrooms in the suite. Everything in muted gray, charcoal, cream, and black and no slot machines to be heard anywhere. And three valets if there are three of you getting into your car. An excess of flatscreen TVs in the room. Marble shower. Bathtub with waterfall faucet. Comfortable beds with non-ugly bedspreads. Good pillows. Plush robes. Plush towels. Origami action on the washcloths. Toiletries so attractively packaged that Scar was all over the jars. Really good service.
Such complete silence that it seemed like it couldn't be a hotel and there couldn't be any people anywhere else in the building outside our rooms. Wish I could sleep like that more often. Would have been happy to stay in that bed for a really extended time.
Much of the staff apparently believed our band was playing House of Blues. This may or may not account for the extremely good service.
Either way, what an excellent experience hanging out with my pals in a nice environment! Got to shoot in some naughty club locations and see Szandora hula too. Hee hee.
Sunday, January 25, 2004
Vegas continued to more conventions
So we basically participated in much of the festivities for three conventions while we were in Vegas last. Friday snapshots of our booth are posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html
When it was time to get our booth set up, we headed over to the convention hall which was oddly not at the Luxor but down the street
Perry got marked by Scar who was looking mighty fine
Got to see a whole passle of cool folks I wish I ran into more often
Is Darenzia's boyfriend supa dupa fine or what! They look so good together.
So we basically participated in much of the festivities for three conventions while we were in Vegas last. Friday snapshots of our booth are posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html
When it was time to get our booth set up, we headed over to the convention hall which was oddly not at the Luxor but down the street
Perry got marked by Scar who was looking mighty fine
Got to see a whole passle of cool folks I wish I ran into more often
Is Darenzia's boyfriend supa dupa fine or what! They look so good together.
Fuck a duck
So apparently Forrest was so plastered at drunk webmaster bowling that he accidentally took a VIDEO of me and a number of other people doing horrible karaoke to Queen. He swears that he did not even know my snapshot camera did video. I would hunt him down and murder him if I didn't need him to go do Vegas with me and some hotties in a few hours.
So apparently Forrest was so plastered at drunk webmaster bowling that he accidentally took a VIDEO of me and a number of other people doing horrible karaoke to Queen. He swears that he did not even know my snapshot camera did video. I would hunt him down and murder him if I didn't need him to go do Vegas with me and some hotties in a few hours.
Saturday, January 24, 2004
Note to self
When participating in drunk webmaster bowling before going to Long Beach . . .
(1) Realize that you will drink too much to make it to Long Beach in a timely fashion.
(2) When certain parties have bought you enough Heinies and banana daquiris that you might be willing to do the shot of Jager, DO NOT DO THE SHOT OF JAGER! IT IS JUST IMPAIRED JUDGEMENT MAKING IT SEEM OKAY. Jager and Grey Goose are from the same company and, if that is not culture clash, I don't know what is.
(3) Where the fuck is my snapshot camera? I suspect it could tell me volumes about last night.
When participating in drunk webmaster bowling before going to Long Beach . . .
(1) Realize that you will drink too much to make it to Long Beach in a timely fashion.
(2) When certain parties have bought you enough Heinies and banana daquiris that you might be willing to do the shot of Jager, DO NOT DO THE SHOT OF JAGER! IT IS JUST IMPAIRED JUDGEMENT MAKING IT SEEM OKAY. Jager and Grey Goose are from the same company and, if that is not culture clash, I don't know what is.
(3) Where the fuck is my snapshot camera? I suspect it could tell me volumes about last night.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
More Vegas!
Got my Wednesday in Vegas pix posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/janinternext2004/wednesday/index.html
More about what these depict later.
Got my Wednesday in Vegas pix posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/janinternext2004/wednesday/index.html
More about what these depict later.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Sunday, January 18, 2004
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